Hopes and Feares

Still alive

lifeaccordningtome — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 07:29:55 +0000

I admit it, I am a really, really bad blogger. Quick update; X-mas and New Years Eve were all you could expect, and more. Now the new year is in full function and nothing has really changed that much. Still the same me. I still listen to Prospekt’s March (yes, I am that boring) and I still adore Robert Pattinson. My hair is still red and I am still in love with jeans to almost everything. This ain’t much of a “new” year, I think..

Twilight

lifeaccordningtome — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 12:32:28 +0000

I am in love, once again. Of course I am talking about Twlight-star Robert Pattinson. Seriously, he is fucking gorgeous! If you’ve seen the movie you know what I’m talking about. The scene when they get out of the car (he’s wearing sun-glasses like the one’s below) and then, like for the first time all movie, he smiles. A totally stunning smile! Need I say more?!

Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson

Two words

lifeaccordningtome — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 20:21:50 +0000

That’s what I have for you today. Those two words are: Prospekt’s March. I can’t even begin to explain how good it is, Coldplays newreleased EP (was releasen the 21 november). Haven’t been able to stop listening to it since I got it, I am bloody in love! It contains 5 new songs and 3 “old” ones in a new edition. I’ll give you the songlist here and now, enjoy.

Picture from Wikipedia

These are all youtube-films, so watch and especially listen! My personal favorites at the moments are Pospekt’s March/Poppyfields, Now My Feet Won’t Touch the Ground, Rainy Day and Life in Technicolor. I simply can’t get enough.

Nothing new

lifeaccordningtome — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 01:11:51 +0000

Let me tell you that it’s now two o’clock and I’m in bed. I bet I’m gonna fall asleep any minute now. M is here to sleep over, we’re both exhausted. Got home from B‘s place a while ago with A, he was sweet and gave us a ride home, ’cause if I haven’t mentioned it before; we have snow in Sweden now! Not much, but enough to make me freeze like I’m in the bad version of hell.

I can also tell you that I’ve had kind of a crappy week, which contains a chemistry-test, a skipped test in the schools hardest subject and cancelled lessons. But now it’s finally weekend, and tomorrow I’m babysitting my little brother, it could be fun. Now I really gotta sleep, bye!

Movies

lifeaccordningtome — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 00:33:28 +0000

I have soooo many favorite movies! Some of them are classics and will always remain, and others fade in time.. But here is a few for now.

Braveheart
Moulin Rouge
The Lord of The Rings (all three movies)
Bridget Jones’ Dairy
Pride and Prejudice (old version)
The Patriot
Narnia
All of the Harry Potter-movies
The Notebook

This is a few, if you haven’t already seen them; go now! Especially Pride And Prejudice, even though it’s five hours long… It’s totally worth it!

It’s all about trust

lifeaccordningtome — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 17:27:05 +0000

Lately, in my small group of close friends, we’ve been having some issues. I feel that I can’t really rely on them right now. And, well at least on of them, is feeling the way I do. That she doesn’t belong! Such an awful feeling, and I don’t want it to last. I want us to trust each other and don’t have any secrets. Okay, everyone’s got their secrets, but in general, you know.

Two of my girls are quite good at sharing secrets, and mostly I’m the one they talk to when they’re in trouble. My problem now is that I don’t feel the same way. When I feel low, or have a secret I don’t want anyone to know, I don’t tell them. This has become our problem, that I’m so closed. The truth is that I don’t want them to know all my silly problems. After listening to their serious matters, my problems feel irrelevant and childish.

I really hope that we work this out, and if you’ve read this far; congratulations.

When there’s now storm

lifeaccordningtome — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 22:33:46 +0000

I’ve painted my nails black. That was two days ago, and it’s already falling of. Crappy 25 SEK nail-polish. Tomorrow I’ll but a new one, a better one. Even though my skin does not match black nail-polish. It makes me look like an emo.

No sleeping at night

lifeaccordningtome — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:27:31 +0000

I am literarily dead. Just woke up, and I’ve only slept for like six hours. Or, okay, I went to sleep at 4.30 am and now its 11.30. Seven hours, okay, that wasn’t so bad after all.. Still I feel like I haven’t slept at all.. Now I gotta go take a shower and eat breakfast. But first, my brother and I are gonna lay here and tell each other secrets. He’s 8 years old, and the cutest person I know… See yaa.

Don’t make a sound

lifeaccordningtome — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 08:35:32 +0000

Sitting on the most boring class of the week, webdesign. It’s not that I don’t love to know these stuff, I really do, but the lessons are just dead boring. Got a theoretic test next week, so gotta really listen today. I’ve been absent most of the time.. Today we’re doing a website I think, about the school.. Wiiie. Not.

Tonight I have no idea what to do.. N, J, B and me are going to Golden Thai after this lesson, but that’s about all I’ve planned. Guess I’ll do something with them, that’s how it usually ends.. Gotta focus, I’ll write later.

Politik

lifeaccordningtome — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 22:45:02 +0000

Tomorrow it’s Friday and N‘s birthday. Congrats! I’ve got nothing to do all weekend, and it makes me depressed. My friends won’t have time for me, and I totally get that. But still… It’s the first time that happens since.. School started, maybe? Or before that.. Anyway, I don’t really know what to do.. I must practice on playing the piano though, but not all weekend! Oh dear, this is gonna be tough.

Oh, and I have like great news! My friend H is selling his keyboard, and I might be the one to buy it! Okay, so I don’t really play, but I gotta learn, and out piano is so out of tune it’s just sad. It would be great to have my own keyboard, so I’m keeping my fingers crossed. You rock, H. Nighty.